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I feel so sorry
For all the ways I denied you
For all the silly ways
I have ridiculed you

I feel so much grace
From your wait
For your forever love
To see me awake

I was a firm believer
But the world turned me away
I was a silent believer
Even when I ran away

And I was still searching
Without consciously knowing
I searched you in all places
In all people around me

And when you took one away
I realised
That you are on the other side
And live inside of me

I praise you forever
How big is your grace
How much you have loved me
And never turned me away

Some demons are still here
I’m conscious of that
I feel them in my womb
The roar in the night

I pray for your healing
I pray for it to go away
To remember how I felt
To be a whole human again

To birth a child
Nourish her soul
Feed her belly
And show her the joy

That comes to

Getting to know you
And being awake
It’s like we are both children
Laughing again