Aromantic

I don't want to

Be an adult

I want to 

Go back to the bed

Crawl back to the crib

Go back to be a child

Find every possible way

To, virtually,

Never leave your arms

The warm smell of coffee

Warns me of what's coming

Moaning all night

In our nest

Wasting a day

Forget my existence

Forget that I have

An expiry date

Forget that this world

Ever shocked me

In your chest

Blending into a new

Ecosystem

Of galaxies and time machines

When gravity is senseless

Time, not even a concept

Nobody cares

Nobody's even anywhere

There is only us

The rest is vast

I only see you

And everything's calm

Why did I chose

To wake up

With an alarm?

To walk a path

I can never walk back

I long for not knowing

I long for complaining

That safety in your arms

Was limiting

While still enjoying it

I blame you, soul!

For craving more answers

I don't want to continue

I am so damn tired

I want you to hold me down like you used to

Sleep on you with my mouth open

Let me salivate all over you

While you look at me lovingly

Let's make a pact:

I'll take care of you

And you'll iron my tongue

Let's talk frankly:

Let me put all my burden on you

So I don't need to grow up

Falling asleep

Living asleep

Not knowing anything

And having everything

Sleep deprived

Living awake

Is even my head 

Prepared for this?

I escaped love

I escaped the game

Of filling cups

And winning debates

The one option left

Is to enjoy some company

Does anybody else also wants to simply

Observe reality?